As some of you maybe aware we lost our 4th baby in Feb (removal of fetus in March). Tomorrow I am in hospital for 2 painful and intrusive procedures (for which I will be kept fully awake) to ascertain if there is a medical reason as to why we have lost 4 babies. This is also coupled with 14 vials of blood taken in the past week - more blood due to be taken in another week and a follow up appointment with the specialist in just over a month. Hubby has also had to give a special sample to the hospital

I've got the day off work tomorrow but i'm really dreading it as Dr has already advised that it is likely to be very painful and I have to have 2 procedures in 1 hour!!! However they cant put me under for it - unless they need to depending on what they find so its a grin and bear it and strong painkillers 1 hour beforehand.

Wish us luck x