By Thor, I did it and feel so much happier for it!

I send the application form for my online access course to midwifery ! it's going to be a struggle between full time minding, paperwork (so so so late) and the online course BUT I really needed to feel like I'm doing something towards it.

Minding was always supposed to be temporary but hubby unreliiable work made me the main earner and I feel trapped!! I'm not enjoying it near as much as i should, parents love me and are really happy with my service. children are growing happy...so everyone is happy BUT me. I don't feel fulfilled AT ALL. I have no job satisfaction. I hate being at home which is a result of childhood when i was always out except when grounded!!
When lo are asleep I feel like my choice are paperwork or cleaning!!! how motivating!!

so now i'm going to have my brain pushed, my organisation skills stretched but I only work well under pressure :-)

so wish me luck ladies hopefully in september 2014 I'll be starting uni full time