Please can someone tell me whether its normal to feel so sad/miserable/depressed, in your first few months!! I had all but decided today that I was throwing the towel in with one thing and another (late paying parents, mindee from hell, snotty mindees relatives, etc etc). Hubby has told me to think about it til a better day but I just feel so deflated. I cant get any mindees, were struggling for money, and because of this I cant invest in any decent toys, equipment, advertising etc and Im stuck in a vicious circle. I feel left out at the CM networking as they all stick together and I end up sat on the sidelines all the times so dont go much now...the list goes on!!

I love being at home with my daughter but cant see light at the end of the tunnel and wondered if anyone else felt this way when they were Newbie too! xxx