beerheaven
16-03-2009, 08:58 PM
Well after all the hassles of last week, an inspector really did make an appearance this morning!
The inspection went very well and the inspector was full of praises, especially my risk assessments and learning journals. However when it came to the gradings at the end she gave me good in all areas. Now I know I should be pleased with that and in a way I am. BUT I have worked really hard and I felt in some areas I deserved outstandings.
Obviously my disappointment must have shown because she asked why I didn't look happy. I explained how I felt and she replied that I was borderline outstanding in many areas. That I can accept. However when I asked how I could improve to achieve outstandings she replied that wasn't something she could answer! WHAT??!! All she could say was that she felt I fitted perfectly in the 'good box' but could not give me any guidance for improvement! Now how frustrating is that?!
She explained that all the reports are read by someone else and if there is not enough evidence to support a grade then it is thrown out, and another inspection organised! I got the impression that she was playing safe for herself!
My recommendation is that I further develop creativity!! She said she would keep it very general!!
I know I'll calm down in a few days and feel proud of the result, but at the moment I feel very deflated and think that a lot of my hard work has been for nothing.
Sorry for the ramble and being so negative! I'll buck up soon....promise!
The inspection went very well and the inspector was full of praises, especially my risk assessments and learning journals. However when it came to the gradings at the end she gave me good in all areas. Now I know I should be pleased with that and in a way I am. BUT I have worked really hard and I felt in some areas I deserved outstandings.
Obviously my disappointment must have shown because she asked why I didn't look happy. I explained how I felt and she replied that I was borderline outstanding in many areas. That I can accept. However when I asked how I could improve to achieve outstandings she replied that wasn't something she could answer! WHAT??!! All she could say was that she felt I fitted perfectly in the 'good box' but could not give me any guidance for improvement! Now how frustrating is that?!
She explained that all the reports are read by someone else and if there is not enough evidence to support a grade then it is thrown out, and another inspection organised! I got the impression that she was playing safe for herself!
My recommendation is that I further develop creativity!! She said she would keep it very general!!
I know I'll calm down in a few days and feel proud of the result, but at the moment I feel very deflated and think that a lot of my hard work has been for nothing.
Sorry for the ramble and being so negative! I'll buck up soon....promise!