newandlearning
08-07-2011, 10:16 AM
hi all..
I'm after some advice.. I'm not sure that childminding is keeping me interested anymore.. I'm not sure if I'm bored or just very very tired. I've gone to get blood tests done today so will see...
I feel soo tired.. I do try to engage with the children but feel generally disconnected.. I feel working a 40 hour week is exhausting me.. plus I've got the paperwork to do and my own kids to look after plus the stress of trying to live on my own and pay the bills...
I've tried applying for some TA roles and even though I've also been doing volunteering at my child's school its not even got me a part time job come september...
I'm feeling a failure... is anyone else finding this with the childminding.. I really enjoy going out to groups etc but hate being at home so much and am generally missing having an adult around with me at home... :( :(
I'm after some advice.. I'm not sure that childminding is keeping me interested anymore.. I'm not sure if I'm bored or just very very tired. I've gone to get blood tests done today so will see...
I feel soo tired.. I do try to engage with the children but feel generally disconnected.. I feel working a 40 hour week is exhausting me.. plus I've got the paperwork to do and my own kids to look after plus the stress of trying to live on my own and pay the bills...
I've tried applying for some TA roles and even though I've also been doing volunteering at my child's school its not even got me a part time job come september...
I'm feeling a failure... is anyone else finding this with the childminding.. I really enjoy going out to groups etc but hate being at home so much and am generally missing having an adult around with me at home... :( :(