venus89
02-09-2010, 12:44 PM
My ex mindee returns to me tomorrow after a year of being away. I'm really excited about having her back but pretty sure it's going to be tough going as she's gone through a lot in the last 18 months. I haven't had a girl to mind since she was last here and I have my most difficult mindee tomorrow. He's only got 5 more sessions left with me and it's sad to say that I'm counting down the days towards him leaving. And so are my kids and husband. Which makes me feel decidedly guilty.
And then there's the fact that my EYPS starts next week and I'm scared of failing it and also worried that the others doing it will look down on me because I'm 'just' a childminder. I can't even fathom how the setting visit will work, when the tutor comes and spends the whole day here.
Oh, and my kids went back to school today. Dd is in a class with older children - there are two boys and two girls from her year in that class. Including her. And rumour has it that the other girl has changed schools so I'm concerned she's going to have a tough time of it.
So I think I may buy a tub of Ben and Jerries tonight to help me :D
And then there's the fact that my EYPS starts next week and I'm scared of failing it and also worried that the others doing it will look down on me because I'm 'just' a childminder. I can't even fathom how the setting visit will work, when the tutor comes and spends the whole day here.
Oh, and my kids went back to school today. Dd is in a class with older children - there are two boys and two girls from her year in that class. Including her. And rumour has it that the other girl has changed schools so I'm concerned she's going to have a tough time of it.
So I think I may buy a tub of Ben and Jerries tonight to help me :D