snufflepuff
30-06-2010, 10:00 AM
I hate the uncertainty of this job. Theres never any guarantee that there will be work, and of course i knew that when i decided to become a childminder.....but i really dont like it.
I have one LO cutting her hours down and another leaving. Who knows when i may get another enquiry or even if the other mindees i have will stay with me.
I feel like i can't spend what little money i earn because i need to allow for the fact that next month i might not get it.
I put so much time, effort and money in to all this, i have a constant headache and sense of panic because ofsted will be here next week......and i cant help but wonder if it is even worth it!
So fed up.....but theres no way im giving up so soon.
I have one LO cutting her hours down and another leaving. Who knows when i may get another enquiry or even if the other mindees i have will stay with me.
I feel like i can't spend what little money i earn because i need to allow for the fact that next month i might not get it.
I put so much time, effort and money in to all this, i have a constant headache and sense of panic because ofsted will be here next week......and i cant help but wonder if it is even worth it!
So fed up.....but theres no way im giving up so soon.