Diana67
11-04-2012, 03:13 PM
Hi everyone
I have suffered from depression in the past due to personal reasons the last time I was on medication was 2yrs ago just before I decided to take control of my life and become a childminder so I stopped taking my medication .I felt fine for a year and then started to feel done but thought no im not going back on medication and I got registered late Dec 2011 and was realy looking forward to starting new business but for last 6mths things have got worse I think its partly as I am not working and feel im letting my hubby down as 2yrs ago I had a good job but resigned just feel a failer and feel so miserable but I shouldnt be as I have a lovely hubby and family I have suffered depression for 10yrs on and off but I went to my dr this morning as my hubby has been worried that im not happy and always upset he said I need to go back on medication(Fluoxitine) and stay on it this time .I realy want to feel happier but im worried now that I wont be able to childmind Sorry Iv gone on just needed to get off my chest I just couldnt go no longer with help from dr .I have put so much time and effort into getting registered id hate it all to go to waste .Thanks for reading :( x
Diana
I have suffered from depression in the past due to personal reasons the last time I was on medication was 2yrs ago just before I decided to take control of my life and become a childminder so I stopped taking my medication .I felt fine for a year and then started to feel done but thought no im not going back on medication and I got registered late Dec 2011 and was realy looking forward to starting new business but for last 6mths things have got worse I think its partly as I am not working and feel im letting my hubby down as 2yrs ago I had a good job but resigned just feel a failer and feel so miserable but I shouldnt be as I have a lovely hubby and family I have suffered depression for 10yrs on and off but I went to my dr this morning as my hubby has been worried that im not happy and always upset he said I need to go back on medication(Fluoxitine) and stay on it this time .I realy want to feel happier but im worried now that I wont be able to childmind Sorry Iv gone on just needed to get off my chest I just couldnt go no longer with help from dr .I have put so much time and effort into getting registered id hate it all to go to waste .Thanks for reading :( x
Diana